Am I relishing singlehood???

With regards to the title of this post, I'm still kinda sitting on the fence. What I do know is I'm so looking forward to this weekend!!! Well... I guess it's not hard to imagine after 2 exam papers and several tuitions. Phew~ One more paper to go and it'll be the long awaited holidays.

So what have I done for this weekend so far??? Erm... Let me think. The 1 thing of note was meeting my FMUS1 on friday night at AMK Garden Mac. To tell ya the truth, I thoroughly enjoyed the chilling out session. It has been a long while since I last spent quality time with my FMUS1. We talked about almost anything from soccer, relationship, work, studies to even marriage and having kids. How often do you share such connection and understanding with someone else??? Very very comfortable is how I feel with my FMUS1. Isn't this fascinating!!! To think we were in the same sec school but never did notice each other's existence until a few years back. From time to time, I just can't help but wonder how compatible a couple we can be. HAHAHA!!! That's probably daydreaming on my part given the other factors. Anyway, I'm just glad I have my FMUS1 and it's a friendship I truly cherish. I can only hope for a future gf with the same sort of chemistry.

Hang on a moment... I shouldn't even be thinking about having a gf or anything along the line at this moment. Although I'm not sure if I'm relishing singlehood right now, relationship is more of a liability currently. Come on... Enjoy the perks of singlehood a lil. It's true I'm forgoing companionship and other stuff but in return, I have freedom. No more worrying, no more answering to anyone. I can pretty much do whatever I like. Deep down inside, I know this is what I am craving for so I should embrace singlehood. To hell with companionship and the other crap! I have my friends and honestly speaking, I'm not quite the emotional dependent sort. At most I'll just stay at home and stone like Mendi if I feel lonely or whatsoever. LOL!!! If ever I need a reminder, I don't have to look any further. Mendi is a living example leading such a carefree single's life with no relationship related stress or torment.

In all honesty, I don't think this is a pressing issue. Just let nature take its course. Attached or being single, I believe fate has it all mapped out. At this very minute, I'm more concerned with Ah Du's snoring. I'm getting tired but I wonder how would I be able to sleep with the decibels increasing. Any how, I am still gonna try coz my eyes are getting smaller with every passing second. Goodnight and may God bless me...