Dawn of a new chapter (or so I hope....)

Phew~ Took me quite a while to customised the layout of this blog. Well... Just glad that it's finally done. Maybe many of you will think that this is a new blog of mine but believe me, this isn't. It is more like a continuation from my previous one which is still running. As a new chapter in my life unfolds, I thought it would be fitting to have another blog to mark the start.

So why do I say it's a new chapter in my life??? In all honesty, my life is still pretty much the same. You know... In sixes and sevens as usual. From all the normality, there is one significant change though. I HAVE FINALLY CALLED TIME ON MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MEI FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!! Given my personality, it was certainly no mean feat I tell ya. Not that I hadn't tried before, it was more of giving in at the crucial moments because I am too sentimental and soft-hearted. Anyway, it is all over now and God! am I relieved...

As far as I am concerned, the breaking up is like overcoming an obstacle. A lot of courage and determination had to be mustered in the process due to my shortcomings. Nonetheless, I had done it and I believe it is a stepping stone to many greater things. The problem now is whether I can move on from here and not rest on my laurels.

Without a shadow of a doubt, it is going to be tough, real tough like it has always been. Thinking back, I can't help but wonder how I managed to stay alive till now. I don't know about you but I feel a part of me had been dead for quite a few years. You, my dear friends, keep the rest of me going. On countless occasions, you gave me strength to fight on. Without you people, God knows how long it will take me to break with Mei! Your company gives me the peace of mind that I won't be alone and from there, I drew the courage. I am sure I can conquer my other weaknesses as long as I have you guys - GMH clique, Tummy Gang and Poly mates.