Not quite sure if there is such a term, but since there is channel surfing - switching from channel to channel on the TV - I guess it should be kinda appropriate to use blog surfing if I jump from blog to blog. When you are wide awake in the middle of the night with nothing better to do, it's not quite an anomaly to resort in such an act.
Just a while back, I visited Huilan's, Shermeen's, Yingxian's, Nana's, Shiqi's, Panying's and Sherilyn's blogs. Why this assortment of characters, you may ask? Well... I must say it's pretty random when you are bored. Actually, I have always been following Shiqi's and Panying's. It's the others that may be baffling to some people I presume.
Before anyone come asking "Avan, you like her, her, her and her ah?", I think it's best I clarify myself. While checking out SQ's blog, I saw Huilan and Yingxian on her links and I thought these 2 names sound familiar. So out of curiosity, I just clicked on their names lor. One is Shiping's gf and the other is my former DBA12 classmate. It's no wonder I find their names so familiar la... As for Nana, I have always found her kinda exotic so it's only natural that I follow her blog from time to time rite. Shermeen ah... Erm... No particular reason really. Maybe I haven't gotten the chance to really talk to her lately so just wanna find out how she's doing. In truth, I think I found out more bout her from her blog than the whole of our 09 days. Isn't it a shame! Anyway, I dun think it's ever too late to know a person rite. Lastly, it's Sherilyn. I am not afraid to admit that I find her rather talented. It's more of admiration than infatuation, purely platonic. I won't tolerate any gossips or teasings on this context k. LOL!!!! We all know she's very sporty. If I'm not mistaken, she plays table tennis and Muay Thai!!! Table tennis I can understand but Mauy Thai for a girl....... That's way insane!!! I really have to give it to her for this. Surprise surprise!!! Having praised her so much, the thing bout her that impresses me the most is her command of English. So yup, I am quite interested in reading blogs from those with good command of English.
I dunno why pple keep saying my English is good. Frankly speaking, I feel my command of English is pretty mediocre. When compared to SHerilyn, I pale in comparison. And not only her, I have so many friends that are way better than me. According to my own standards, I still regard myself as somewhat of a cheeeena pork. Dun get me wrong here. I dun discriminate against chinese speaking pple k. I just wanna be more bilingual if not multilingual.
Pple say "pictures paint a thousand words" which I totally agree. Judging by the number of pictures uploaded onto blogs nowadays, I am confident to say many share the same sentiments. In spite of that, pictures are still something complementary. I firmly believe words are still the primary channel of delivering messages. This probably explains the chronic lack of pictures in my blog. Hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!
To me, language is a beautiful thing just like soccer. If you are very proficient in a particular language, you can really make wonders with words. As of now, I have to say I am still very far from that level of articulation. Hai~ In fact, I am kinda retrograding. To think I am gonna give a china girl tuition on English. Dun have the slightest bit of idea how it's gonna work out. Let's just hope she can improve my Chinese and I can return the favour in the opposite direction...
Blog Surfing...
Luctricia...
First and foremost, I hope I have gotten the name right, if not Lucas is so gonna kill me. Well... Luctricia is quite a unique name and I have always had a penchant for unique names. I think it's pretty apparent since my name, Avan, is also pretty unique. Lol!!!!! Dun anyone even dare beg to differ... So who exactly is Luctricia???? Why not you make a guess!
Come on... Cut me some slack. I know most of you must be thinking it's my new fling or a new girl that I like. Hai~ Stereotypers... Seriously, I believe I deserve more credit than most of you are giving me. Whatever it is, you think I really care... My close frenz know what kinda person I am and they dun despise me so there really isn't any reason I should change rite. At the very least, Lucas will understand. Hahaha!!!
Let's get straight to the point. I must admit Luctricia is a girl. (Duh~ As if pple can't tell from the name.) Get that thought outta ur head coz there're definitely imbeciles out there who really can't tell so this is just a benefit to them. To make myself clear, she's not my fling and never will be. However, there's a very high chance that I will like her. If time permits, I might even be seeing her more frequently. She is cute and I can have the peace of mind that she wun judge me, betray me, scold me, slap me, or even argue with me. She just leaves all other girls trailing in her wake.
If only she is my angel... Hai~ Too bad, she's not mine. Lucas has the luxury to see her everyday. Bro, you really gotta work harder to cherish her ya. Maybe if possible, I can be her godfather or something. Lol!!!! Me being a godfather, really hard to imagine. The bottomline is I love kids, so I suppose I can be a good one. I think I am getting a lil carried away. Lol!!! Nah~ Me being a good godfather or not is irrelevant, it is imperative that Lucas be a good father. Parenting is definitely no easy job. I am quietly confident that Lucas will be one so you have all my well wishes and blessings for your newborn baby, Luctricia...
PS: The mambo entry is kinda long ya. I promise to finish it within this couple of days k.
Mambo Jambo...
Whenever you hear "Mambo Jambo", you can't help but think of Zouk. I suppose this is a natural phenomenon since "Mambo Jambo" at Zouk has been ard for ages and really did put us on the world clubbing scene. On a personal note, Zouk is definitely my favourite club. It's such a pity that I haven't been clubbing often lately, let alone go Zouk. However, I did pay Zouk a visit last wed for the 2nd instalment of SQ's bday.
Before I commence on that night's events, it's a gentle reminder that the remaining entry contains disgusting contents so pusillanimous readers should refrain from going any further. You have been warned! I shall not be held liable for any mental or physical disturbance. Lol!!!!
Let us now begin...
The cast for that night were Shiqi, Jolene, Hai Hong, Singkiat, Kelvin, Ernest and me. Since it was meant to be Shiqi's post bday celebration, she was undoubtedly given the lead actress role and hell! did she not perform well. Hahaha!!!!!!!!! Having said so, Hai Hong stole her limelight totally. If this was a comedy, he would have won best comedian hands down. Even if he didn't, he had already won an award in my heart for his immaculate depiction of the role he was given. Kudos to you, Hai Hong...
The night started out like this... SQ, SK, HH and I met up earlier at Orchard Mrt to go out for dinner. In order to spend more at Zouk, we decided to have something nice and yet reasonably priced so I brought them to Lucky Plaza. For those who have no idea where Lucky Plaza is, it is located just opposite Takashimaya and Filippinos flood the place on Sundays. We went to this Rabbit Restaurant (not sure if I got the name right, it's irrelavant anyway) for some chinese delicacies. All of us ordered baby abalone with rice except for SQ. She went for "Buddha Jump Over the Wall" instead. Although I dunno if that was foresight or just plain luck on her part, the one thing I do know is that she made the right choice and she was really glad and relieved with the smart choice. Well... It is not so much of the baby abalone with rice being crappy. In fact, the the baby kailan more than complement the abalone and top with black oyster sauce, it just leaves your tastebuds craving for more. Truth be told, all of us really enjoyed our dinner. The reason why I am bringing this part up is due to the its significance in the latter stages.
Knowing how crowded Zouk can be on Wed nights, we hurriedly met up with the rest and headed down to Zouk. I can still remember vividly the time we reached Zouk, it was 945pm. Without further delay, we entered by Phuture entrance so that we could check out the whole Zouk, barring Velvet Underground. I was the only one whom have been there before hence, I did my part and showed them ard. After making our rounds, I suggested we hung out at Phuture first before settling at the main arena where "Mambo Jambo" is. Fortunately, we were able to find a space just beside the deejay area with a wooden fixture to place our drinks. Thinking back, it was quite a mistake for the guys to ask for drinks recommendation. I told them it's 1 for 1 and if they really wanna drink, they should try Zouk's Long Island Tea. It is definitely one of the most potent drink you can find in Zouk. They trusted my experience and heeded my advice. What they didn't know is that they had started their own demise or perhaps HH's... Lol!!!!
With their 2 jugs of Long Island Tea and my Lychee Martini, we went back to our area and started playing 5-10. From our game of 5-10, I have come to a realization - HH is damn fricking noob. He was standing to my left initially and kept losing till he couldn't take it and swapped positions with SK. He thought that would helped but let me tell you, when you are a noob, there's no escaping... His losing streak didn't seem to cease and with that, his drinking punishment continued. So much so that he finished almost one whole jug by himself at the end of the game.
It would take a no-brainer to guess the next outcome. If I could lie outside Copthorne barely conscious after downing one jug of Long Island Tea, there was no chance for HH to fare any better. I shall now unravel HH's journey of intoxication... Within a short span of time after our 5-10 game, HH got into his groove and started dancing to the hip-hop beat. Being a dance enthusiast myself, I joined HH on the dance floor as the crowd was warming up with the happy hours drawing to a close. It wasn't too long before HH drew my attention to his dancing. It was certainly unorthodox and unique. Lol!!!!! "HH should really audition for So You Think You Can Dance!" I thought to myself. Let's be frank here. There's no hell of a chance HH is gonna win the competition. However, he will definitely get his 10 seconds of fame. "So You Think You Can Dance" always show snippets of hilarious dancers during their auditions episodes and in my honest opinion, no one is gonna begrudge HH the chance of being one of those featured dancers. If you think I am exaggerating, you really have no fricking idea how funny it was. Even the rest of the casts were drawn to HH like bees to honey. All of us were laughing our heads off. Try to imagine HH dancing with his eyes almost closing in a combination of hip-hop, retro, erotica and contemporary and you will get the slightest bit of idea. This was HH's first stage of intoxication - getting high and losing control of his limps, just dancing vigorously to the music and being oblivious to his surroundings.
Right up to this point, all of us were having quite a lot of fun just watching HH. But clubbing isn't just about watching drunkards do their stuff so we did a bit of our own dancing and teasing. For my trouble, I got slapped real hard on the face by HH when I was teasing and dancing right in front of him. HH hor... Brother brother can slap me so hard is it! Nvm... Considering you were fricking high, I won't hold it against you. At the very least, I wasn't the only one with mishap. Shiqi got her beloved white hairband broken into two.... The only difference being HH wasn't the antagonist. So who among the cast had such a grudge against SQ to go till the extent of breaking her beloved hairband?
Suspect 1, Kelvin, was undoubted the one with the clearest motive. To a certain degree, he was victimized by the clique due to the sour breakup. Compounding to his misery, he still had to give SQ a bday present. If you think logically, the 2 reasons mentioned could well instigate his malicious attack on SQ's hairband.
Suspect 2, Sing Kiat, was the least active among the cast that night. He was too busy smsing. Furthermore, SQ is his so called "sister". But, if you factor in his relationship with Audrey, his suspicion couldn't be discounted given the bad blood between SQ and the two 02 girls.
Suspect 3, Hai Hong, was way into his own world. Struggling to even stand properly and yet still somehow managed to dance the way he did. On the surface, he seemed too tipsy to have any hidden agenda on SQ's hairband. On the contrary, the intoxication might just be a charade - something HH is fricking good at. We all know how SQ likes to hurl verbal abuses at HH. It could be HH had reached his threshold and masterminded everything the moment we stepped into Zouk.
Suspect 4, me, was too engrossed watching the dance battle on the dancefloor. Moreover, I had to look after my lil bro, HH, in fear that he might offend others by hitting them with his swinging arms unknowingly. As and when I could, I would grooved to the music. Hence, there really wasn't any chance of me getting close to SQ's hairband. Without an alibi, I couldn't prove my innocence. And not forgetting to mention I was also the organizer of the Zouk outing. It could have been a ploy for me to have an opportunity to get back at SQ and her defenceless hairband was the obvious target.
Suspect 5, Ernest, was busy teasing HH most of the time. As and when convenient, he would dance or hug Jolene so he was pretty occupied just like me. Among us, he is the one least close to SQ since he is not from 09. Compared to us, the duration he has known SQ is relatively short so it's hard for him to have any animosity towards her. On the other hand, we cannot forget how much time he spent talking to SQ's family at the chalet. To the naked eye, it might be nothing more than socializing since Ernest is also a Malaysian. Nevertheless, there is also a possibility that Ernest wants to get into SQ's good books given her family background. By breaking SQ's hairband without her knowledge, SQ would most likely be upset and then Ernest could lend her his shoulders and comfort her. In this way, SQ would be grateful if not smitten.
Suspect 6, Jolene, was the one spending the most time with SQ. They were literally inseparable except for the few odd moments when Jolene was dancing or being hugged by Ernest. Inevitably, Jolene had the most opportunities to do damage to SQ's hairband. Judging by how close they are, it is hard to imagine Jolene having such a malicious intent. In spite of that, Jolene could be feeling the heat of peer pressure. SQ was extremely hardworking in the past semester and there's a likelihood that Jolene was green eyed about it.
As you can see, each and everyone of the cast had their own motives. Who was the culprit? This question will be answered in the next post of this entry. Stay tuned...
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Sorry for the wait but part 2 is here at long last...
Before I unravel the mystery, I need all 09 pple to think bout how you find Jolene. To me, she looks kinda frail probably bcoz of her low blood count. She's also very mild-tempered and courteous. Can you imagine there's still someone saying "da jia ci" in this modern era! From what I know, she's also pretty well off. Oh ya, her body proportion is like 4-6 or maybe even 3-7. Lol!!! Her legs seem a tad too long for her body. And just recently, I have found another side of her. She's pretty caring towards her friends.
All in all, Jolene doesn't come across as a malicious person to me. However, you can never judge a book by its cover. For reasons not known to anyone, she broke SQ's hairband with her secret weapon, her super duper ultimate impregnable shiny braces. If not for the hairband, SQ's head could have been the one broken into 2. Well... The most amazing thing was that Jolene really concealed her intentions and brushed it off as accidental. To think that SQ actually believed her and carried on dancing.
What an amazing 2 days!!!!!!!!!
Finally, it's over... 2 days of fun, laughter, tears, booze and loads of puking... Phew~ Just so glad that almost everyone had a great time and my liver can officially go on a break from alcohol.
The past 2 days had really been a blast. In all honesty, I really gotta thank my poly mates for the experience. Judging by how things went, it's safe to say the chalet had been quite a success. Well, well... You just have to look at who was the organizing chairman. Lol!!!!!!!!! Bo la... Just kidding. It was more a collective effort from everyone, even Hai Hong. I have been to countless chalets but this one was a lil different. It had everything barring sex and gambling. Although it was only for 1 night, I witnessed so many different emotions and relationships. The organizing committee coming up with so many bday surprises for shiqi and actually put in so much effort to make them happen; this is what I call friendship. Shiqi's family taking time off to travel all the way down to the chalet and be part of the bday surprises; this would be kinship. Me helping HH wiped his mouth with my bare hand after he finished puking; this is nothing but brotherhood.
As for emotions, nothing beats joy and the chalet was filled with that. From the decibels of our laughter, it is really not hard to imagine how much we were enjoying ourselves. It certainly took a while to warm up at the beginning but when the alcohol came in, it reached dizzy heights. Most of us were laughing hysterically during the games and rightly so with HH being as comical as he was. I have absolutely no room for imagination how dull the chalet would be if HH wasn't around. I believe no one present at the chalet would challenge me on this. If any of you even think of diminishing HH's importance to our fun and laughter, I suggest you think again. Just recall how he illustrated "yuan yang" during the charade game. It was simply hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Looking back now, was he actually thinking of having sex or the bloody lovebirds??? I am not being sadistic but even HH puking was also so funny. Maybe he's HH, that's why...
Like the saying goes, all good things got to come to an end. We were making so much noise that our neighbours complained. Things started to cool down after we were warned by the management. I supposed the warning came at bout the right time since some of us were already having problems standing up. Nope... Dun you dare even go there. I wasn't referring to the guys ok. It was more like Ruth and Esther cozying up on the bed, barely able to move their butts. After which, those still sober or thought they were sober, made their way down to the beach for a somewhat solemn heart to heart chat. Without a shadow of doubt, I was one of those. Even before we could step out of Downtown East, HH started puking!! Apparently, he was no where near sober but insisted on joining us to the beach coz he's such a gossip monger if you know what I mean.
After HH was done puking, we made our way down to the beach and sat ard a bbq pit for our deep conversation. Oh ya... Before I start on the conversation, I need to clarify on something. I wasn't trying to attract attention or whatsoever when I stripped to my boxers at the beach. Due to the alcohol content in my blood, the devil inside me was awaking inside me. He was instigating me to do something crazy. Frankly speaking, I have been able to keep this side of me in check over the last couple of years but the control is normally weakened when I feel very down or tipsy. I was actually contemplating jumping into the sea to cool myself down. Like I mentioned earlier, a couple of years back, I would have done it without any reservation. Thankfully, I came to my senses after much deliberation. God bless me for not doing it...
Okok, now back to our deep conversation. That HH was so eager to hear but before Ben could start on why he broke up wit Amanda, he felt asleep from the exhaustion of puking. Well... HH was lucky coz I was listening attentively to Ben throughout the whole conversation. Ben indeed had many things to say. He just kept going and going for a good whole 3 hours at least or so I thought. Since Ernest isn't from 09, he got bored and tired mid-way through and took a short puking break by the sea. Believe me, his puking was loud, as loud as he described it to be. Lol!!!!! Ben just went from Amanda to his family issues and lastly to friends. Watching and listening to him speak was reminiscent of me speaking a few years back. There were so many similarities. The resemblance is probably one of the reasons why I dislike Ben. Anyway, the animosity towards him seems to have dissipated somewhat after that conversation. So after Ben finished his revelation, it was my turn to give me 2 cents worth.
Seeing how restless HH and Ernest were, I decided to cut my long story short, real short. I spoke bout my past relationships, family and my opinions of PY, Ben, Kel and SK. Honestly speaking, I had no idea how much the rest wanted to hear but thought it would be good to share my experiences and perspectives since I am older. When I got to the topic of Kel, SQ started crying again. It was a can of worms I had to open so she can learn from the experience. Omg!!! This entry is getting way too long. I shall end it soon. Fastfoward mode___________ After me, PY took the stand and shared her views and stuff. Knowing PY, she didn't really talk much and when it all ended, it was already 8 plus in the morning. The few hours at the beach was in stark contrast to the time we spent in the chalet. I could sense sorrow, haplessness and remorse. Even so, it was still a form of enjoyment listening to your frenz confide.
All in all, it was certainly a memorable chalet and I am keeping my fingers crossed that more will follow in the future...
Bacardi 151...
If you haven't tried it before, I suggest you don't. It's probably one of the strongest liquor you can find in Singapore or even the rest of the world. It's 77% alcohol for crying out loud!!! Definitely not one for the faint-hearted...
Given my distaste of alcohol, there's no reason why I should be pouring 3 shooters of this poison down my gullet. Well... Certain occasions call for the need of alcohol and last night was one of it. Firstly, my beloved Man Utd lost 2-1 to the team I hate most, Liverpool. Secondly, it was a treat from someone who obviously wanted me fricking tipsy. Thirdly, I couldn't have done what I did afterwards without alcohol in my blood stream.
Since it was nothing glamorous, it's best I not be too explicit about it. So those that know about it, pls keep it to yourself. If there was ever an appropriate analogy to describe what I did, I would say downing the 3 shooters of Bacardi 151. It was certainly fast and furious. The initial stage leading up to the penultimate event was money and time consuming. It was somewhat draining mentally and physically considering the stigma attached to it; drawing the similarity of drinking the poison. You question yourself if you should be drinking it knowing full well the likely outcome. Not to mention the taste is simply awful and it burns ur throat a whole lot. However, the kick comes fast. Before you even know it, you can feel the intoxication. This is where I relate to the penultimate event. It came earlier than I expected and ended in a flash. After which, the hangover starts to kick in and you wish you were better off dead. You feel the whole world is spinning and your head is gonna explode anytime, making you regret drinking it in the first place. Oh well... When I had what I wanted, I realised it wasn't that fun after all causing me to think of ways to end it. Remorse started to set in and I just couldn't help but wonder about the consequences that were to follow.
Just keeping my fingers crossed that nothing will happen...
Tanya's bday out, Shiqi's next...
Tanya & Me at Delphi restaurant
Went Delphi restaurant for some spicy and tantalising north indian food just now for dinner with Tanya, Reena & Evonne. It was some kinda simple bday treat for Tanya since it was her bday. The company was good, the food simply delicious. It's a place I highly recommend coz the price is reasonable as well. (Reena, Tanya only sent me this pic so it is the only one I can upload. Dun let ur imagination run wild hor.)
This aside, I am looking forward to Shiqi's bday coz I m like the honorary organizer and treasurer. That incompetent Ivy has been dethroned by me. Lol!!!!!!!! Chalet on the 16th and Zouk on the 17th. I anticipate a busy week ahead. As for now, I have to come up with the itinerary for the chalet which is of utmost importance. Can you imagine how boring the chalet would be if everyone is sian sian.... But me alone won't be able to make it fun. No doubt I can come up wit the games and activities, the rest needs to participate enthusiastically to make things happen. This being said, I really need the co-operation from everyone that is going.
This group of pple better not let me down and be more sporting hor.
Damn Insomnia....
AAArrghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't fucking sleep!!! Every single night when I go to bed and try to sleep, thoughts just come rushing into my head when I close my eyes. What's the fricking problem with me???
If this continues, there's a high chance I'm gonna lose my sanity. Reena was just telling me a few hours back how amazed she is with the way I managed to keep myself sane under all those adversities. Sorry Reena, that may well be in danger if my insomnia persists.
So what actually was I thinking when I tried to get some sleep a while ago... I think Fmus1 will be glad to hear this. I was actually fantasizing how great it would be to have a gf in school, someone who knows my other classmates pretty well. I must be out of my mind to be thinking bout such things. Well... Maybe I really yearn for someone who can influence me on my studies and also have fun with along with my other frenz in school. In all honesty, I already have an idea of who this person is but unfortunately, we don't quite share the same sentiments. So my Fmus1, don't be too happy just yet coz ur Fmus2 isn't quite a heartthrob in school ya. Lol!!!!!!!
Anyway, it's Sep 11 today and it does bear a fair bit of significance to me. Pls dun get me wrong here. I am not such a humanitarian to really bother bout those that were killed during the terrorists' attack on the twin tower. This date just brings back some memories that I wish I rather not hold. Nonetheless, it should still be commemorated coz it marks the birth of one of my buddies, Edward. Bro.... Happy Birthday!!!!!!!! Enjoy ur KL trip with Kaizhen but dun tiao kia k. Hahahaha!!!
A Sudden Dawn of Light...
It certainly came at the wrong timing. I was lying on my spacious bed trying to get a few hours of precious sleep before my tuition but I just couldn't wander off into slumberland. Trains of thoughts just came rushing into my head, keeping me wide awake till 7 in the morning. Aaarrghh!!!!!!!! How I dreaded that... Nonetheless, the wasted sleep was well worth.
Contradicting, I may sound but it is no where near. I like to sleep so it's only natural to complain about my deprived sleeping time. On the other hand, the thoughts that kept me awake might just shape my life now and in the future. So what exactly came into my mind??? You must be asking. Well... It's quite the mundane stuff like how to make more money; how to convince my siblings to invest in my penthouse; how to finance my uni education. In all honesty, I have been thinking about all these for quite a long while now so what distinguishing difference did I derived upon yesterday morning. The answer is .................................................SCHOLARSHIP!!!!
Like what FMUS1 said, I am one hell of a procrastinator. I suppose this stems from the fact that I lack discipline. Since discipline cannot be conjured from within, it has to be instilled extrinsically. Having a scholarship is one fricking good way of doing so. Dun any of you even think that I am delusional or anything of that sort coz I am not, and far from it. No one says that it's gonna be easy to obtain a scholarship. I see it as a viable option that is attainable with a tremendous amount of hard work. If I can secure this option for my uni studies, I am confident to say my future is pretty much mapped out the way I want it to be.
But.... There is alway a but ya know. I need to be able to study in a local uni in the first place. That means my gpa for poly gotta be 3.4 if not 3.5. Erm.... Where can I find the discipline from for this, I wonder??? I will figure something out real soon and I desperate need to. Panying and Shiqi are already working so hard. Very soon, a lot more will follow suit. I cannot be left in their wake. What if, what if even Mendi becomes so god damn studious and hardworking??? Omg!!! Unimaginable... "Mendi is catching up... Mendi is catching up..." This is what I need to remind myself every single day.
Relax & Rejoice...
Phew~ For how long have I been wanting to let out this sigh of relief. The dreaded exams is finally out of the way. Although I still have to give loads of tuitions, I dun have to hit the books for another 6 weeks. Come everyone, do rejoice with me...
To tell ya the truth, this is the first time in the last couple of years that I felt really relaxed. It's as if I'm a free man again. Well... Technically I am since I have already broken up with Mei and hell! ain't I reaping the benefits. Mark my words, this relaxation of my mind is absolutely invaluable!!!
Apart from this, I am enjoying every minute of my own personal space. No more interference or anything of that sort. I can pretty much do anything I want, anywhere I prefer and anytime I desire. With quite a few activities lined up this holiday, the last thing I need is someone breathing down my neck telling me I can't do this or I can't do that. Fricking annoying isn't it!!!
For instance, I doubt I would be able to join my FMUS1 at Butter Factory last fri if I was still attached. What a show I would have missed if that was the case... Thankfully, I was on hand to witness everything and believe me when I say I am real glad. And why shouldn't I! Seeing 2 of my close friends enjoying themselves in different ways. Hahahaha!!! Btw, I am referring to Teh and my FMUS1. Benny is as usual, disappointing. Before I go any further, I must make it clear that I'm not condoning what really happened that night but I am never against having fun so since all parties were willing, then fricking screw all the morals and have a blast.
I am so looking forward to the next session. I mean seeing your friends enjoy themselves is quite a joy to behold. Let's hope the next time round, it will be benny or mendi coz that will truly be a sight to savour for the rest of my life...